"No matter what will ever happen you will always have a place in my heart and my life."
I can’t forget him, he won’t let me forget. Even now he’s the most special person in my life, no other guy can compare to him. It makes me sad. No matter who I meet and no matter what he does, they will never be the same as him, they will never be better than him. I love you.
But on the bright side, I’ll be better by Christmas.
So I send a candy gram to everyone who sits at my epic lunch table, and I got two back. One from Amanda, and one from Liza. And then there was a card from Zac and I got an I ♥ BOOBIES bracelet from him! That makes me happy because I definitely wasn’t expecting anything from him.
I like to drink. I like to smoke. I like staying in my pajamas all day and eat. No, I’m not a fatass. I’m just lazy. I like being friends with guys. There’s less shit to deal with. So why would you try and change me just because you don’t like some things. I’m not being myself for your sake. I’ve never asked you to change. But you’re not asking me to change, you’re demanding I change. That’s not how it works.
I was sitting there minding my own business and they walked past me and the one with crabs was all like, “OMG OMG GUYS WHAT SHOULD WE DO NOW I THINK WE SHOULD GO HAVE SEX AND LOL LOL YEAH SEX.”
And I’m all like (-__________________-)
And her friend goes, “WE SHOULD TOTALLY GO HIDE IN THE FOOTBALL BUS AND SEE IF THEY GET NAKED ROFL LOL YEAH OMG NAKED, NAKED GUYS, THEY MIGHT GET NAKED AAAAAH.”
You are seventeen years old, and it makes me afraid to think that they’re almost legal adults. You’re not in the seventh grade. Besides, most of the guys on our ‘football team’ are either short, frighteningly fat, freshmen, or super creepy. There’s one or two that have all of those.
By the way, they get naked in the locker room not the bus, stupid.